I watched Fire last night....a very very different hindi movie....no dancing,no colorful saris...
Film starts with the hidden but clear pain of a joint Indian family who undergo two failed marriages..... and is followed by a gradual love which is formed and grown between two heartbroken ladies....

Young Radha's mother: [in the very beginning of the movie] What you can't see you can see. You just have to see without looking.....

Sita: Isn't it amazing? We're so bound by customs and rituals. Somebody just has to press my button, this button marked Tradition, and I start responding like a trained monkey. Do I shock you?

The Women of Iran’s One Million Signatures Campaign: The Activists

They are Women of the Year because: “One Million Signatures seized every opportunity to show the world that they do not agree with the discriminatory laws in Iran.”
—Shirin Ebadi, Nobel Peace Prize winner and 2008 Glamour Woman of the Year

Read the whole article here please.

Yesterday was a day of protest ,street marching, blood and tear gas, brutal beating and etc etc in Tehran. People try to keep the fate and hope and make a change. I tried no to check the news till a friend was online and told me how they beat her and how she was itching in whole body because of peper gas!!!
To overcome the stupid feeling, I cut my hair very very short and finally went to watch Michael Jackson's This is it very late at night....remembering MJ and all his hits and confessing he was a legend really...
and by the way, I loved his very cool lead guitarist,Orianthi Panagaris.

People have different opinions about MJ...but I love his music and never care what kind of a human he was!!!! He was supposed to be an artist and fill the ambiance with some good pieces which he did perfectly.
He may rest in peace.....

قانون 40 نیوتن: اگر با سرعت نور پشتک بزنی... می تونی به کونت چشمک بزنی

vase mede dard mamoolan migan cigar nakesh....
mashroon nakhor....
khoob va sare moghe ghaza bokhor!

be man goftan akhabre Iran o nakhoon!!!!!!!!!
khoda farda beheshoon rahm kone....

گاهی‌ حرفات اونقدر دلمو میلرزونه که نفسم بند میاد...
هیچ دقت کردی گاهی‌ که باهم حرف میزنی من یهو خفه میشم...اون دقیقا همون وقتیه که یه جریان عجیب از ته حلقم شروع می‌شه و میاد پایین..یه جریان عجیب و قریب با یه مزه خیلی‌ ناشناخته که در عین حال کلی‌ تصویر‌های شناخته شده رو واسم زنده می‌کنه...
هیچ دقت کردی چقدر دلم برات تنگ می‌شه و من بهت نمیگم!
هیچ دقت کردی زندگی‌ چقدر بی‌ تو بد رنگ و بی‌ مزه است

... چقدر خوبه که هستی‌

-Playing basketball, full court,after a long time....
Still stuck to the current complicated situation...need a real break and recovery....

-Writing here is sometimes so difficult!!!!!.....I don't feel to be home!!!!...

-I wish I could I stay with you...I wish I could....

آرایشگر قشنگ میکنه.
دکتر خوب میکنه..
مکانیک درست میکنه...
آشپز سیر میکنه...

شما...؟

Said I loved you but I lied
'Cause this is more than love I feel inside
Said I loved you but I was wrong
'Cause love could never ever feel so strong
Said I loved you but I lied....

delam masti o mikhad o az khod bikhodi....
delam shoor mikhad o javooni....
delam toro mikhad....!!!!
....
emrooz ye rooze kaariye kheyli khoob-e...
va vaghti kar khoob pish mire yani hame chi radife :DD

I am listening to Self-control by Infernal and it sounds weird!!!!
I don't get whether the melody takes me or the very old memories....
But it is weird....

hatta tasavore inke zendegi bedoone angize o eshgh cheghadr sakhte,sakhte!
man be havaye ghalb-e koochike to mikhoonam o to ham be havaaye zolfe parishaan-e man...
va hich asle baghaye made o energy ham inja saadegh nist!!!!!

I spent a stressful week after Niloo had an accident while driving her scooter late Saturday night...Thank god she wore her Helmet and the minor head injury was manageable!
Sometimes we need some events to remember how much "NOTHING" we are!!!!!!!!

P.S1:
I "MAY" move to University of North Dakota after 6 months.....I will write more details later...


P.S2:
dele man Mulshi or somewhere close to it mikhad!
dele man nature mikhad ke beram toosh o khodamo khali konam....ye aatish dorost koni,chayee dam koni o beshini zol bezani be lake...hich sedaayee nabashe gheyre parandeha ya sedaaye aab-e lake ya aatishi ke taragh taragh mikone....ye zig bezani o hameye del o roodeye be ham pichidato ke modathaast nemidooni chetori bazesh koni ro darmoon koni!!
baba biyayn bezanim biroon....

یه آقایی توی پارک قدم میزد ،
می‌بینه که یه نفر که روی نیمکت نشسته و
داره حرف می‌زنه با صدای بلند و می گه:
میخواستم درس بخونم نذاشتی،
می‌خواستم دکتر بشم نذاشتی،
می‌خواستم مهندس بشم نذاشتی،
می‌خواستم معلّم بشم نذاشتی، و ......
اون آقا بهش میگه ببخشید قربان،
شما دارید با کی‌ صحبت می‌کنید اینجا که کسی‌نیست،
آقاهه بهش میگه با کون گشا دم
!!!!!!

I received some good news yesterday....
May god help to decide...
Where is North Dakota by the way?!